Sunday, January 11, 2009 Y 4:44 PM
(: I live life to the fullest;

Here's the update.

Yes, it's tomorrow. I'm dead meat tomorrow. I hope tomorrow won't come so fast but it faster than I thought to be. How I wish I'm dead now.

Yes, I'm afraid of tomorrow. I'm afraid of my results. I'm afraid of my future. But, I can't do anything now cause it's gonna be over soon.

Yes, I'm afraid to wear my uniform and step into the school. Not because of my coloured hairs. But because I can sense that I don't do well for the O's.

I don't know why some people doesn't feel anything about tomorrow's event, or am I too worried about it? Even though how much time I spent being a 'sampat' just to forget that my results will be out tomorrow, my mind will still be occupied with the slip of paper that I'll receive tomorrow.

It's less than 24 hours from now till the slip of paper reaches my hand. And I'm really really really fucking terrified. I guess this is the first time that I really spelled out "FUCK" in my blog. I'm really getting paranoid since last few weeks.

But, I know. The only thing I can do now is to pray that tomorrow will be alright.

Therefore, I can only wish those who are on the same boat with me, Good Luck & All the Best.
That's all I can really do for now. (: